Good-bye
Sunday, January 4, 2009 by Reyn
I will forever miss you.
But I have to go now. I can't stand all those times that I feel lonely though we laughed a lot. I can't fake a smile anymore when I'm with you. I can't bear all the pain I felt when you told me things I hate to hear. It's so hard for me to do this, but I have to. I want to.
For the first time in my life, I'm putting all my ego to take this decision. I should have long done this, but it was really hard for me at first. But now, now that I have realized the things that I should have done before, I'm leaving. I know this is for the better.
You told me that "once you love, you love forever". I will never forget that. And I am telling you this. I will love you forever. I will cherish all the moments we had together. I will always remember how you smile, how you tell me things that make me laugh, how you make faces. At times you made me happy and I realized life is really worth living, especially when the reason was living with you. But death came near to me that I almost forgot there were still wonderful things in store for me aside from having you.
This is so hard, because we became even closer when we separated. But I don't want things to become harder when I will still be waking up each morning with you by my side, thinking about how things should go as days pass by, thinking that I still love you, but you won't love me too.
'Till we meet again.
[reyN]
5-Jan-2009
But I have to go now. I can't stand all those times that I feel lonely though we laughed a lot. I can't fake a smile anymore when I'm with you. I can't bear all the pain I felt when you told me things I hate to hear. It's so hard for me to do this, but I have to. I want to.
For the first time in my life, I'm putting all my ego to take this decision. I should have long done this, but it was really hard for me at first. But now, now that I have realized the things that I should have done before, I'm leaving. I know this is for the better.
You told me that "once you love, you love forever". I will never forget that. And I am telling you this. I will love you forever. I will cherish all the moments we had together. I will always remember how you smile, how you tell me things that make me laugh, how you make faces. At times you made me happy and I realized life is really worth living, especially when the reason was living with you. But death came near to me that I almost forgot there were still wonderful things in store for me aside from having you.
This is so hard, because we became even closer when we separated. But I don't want things to become harder when I will still be waking up each morning with you by my side, thinking about how things should go as days pass by, thinking that I still love you, but you won't love me too.
'Till we meet again.
[reyN]
5-Jan-2009
hays...
i'm so sorry... life will better itself...
i can feel how sad you are reyn... i hope you'll feel better soon.
oh reyn ano na nagyari cheer up sir :)
"muling nagbabalik at umeeksena sa blogging world - Nash"
Goodbye came from the original phrase: "God Be with You." :)
~beejay~
Aww. I've felt that before. Whatever the situation is, I believe that one shall pass. Kaya mo 'yan! Start the year with a smile. :) Btw, salamat sa pagdaan and pag-comment. Ingat. :)
i hate parting times...moving on is the hardest part i guess...in time nawawala din.
this is a sad entry...hope you'll find your peace soon
shucks. antagal kong d nakadalaw. everything happens for a reason. so cheer up! nway, im bvack to blogging! :D yahu~ ^~^
hey, i'm sorry to hear that,but just come to think of it, they're right... it will be better soon. Soon enough that it will make you strong..
loveyou
am always here friend!
-gilingera